the thing about ad-hoc jobs

just met me IA supp last nite, not good from what he told me....

sup:"so how was IA?"
me:"gd so far,but having only ad-hoc jobs"
sup:"tats not gd,without any main project,the most is a C....*blah blah blah*"

didnt really hear wat came after that, the 'C' was too much of an impact...

and with tat my heart went sub-terrian..sunk deep into the oceans and mind kinda went blank.

then went home to think...bloody hell, how am i going to get a project if the whole bloody department have nothing for me to do!

guys, ya have problems like these??